I rode my bike to the gym last night, and passed the little park just two blocks away…my friend Jose helped plant the trees there. I had to stop for a minute, confronted by the spectacle of more cop cars than I have ever seen in one place (outside of the DNC when it was here). 10 or 11 of them, and crowds of neighbors clustered on the corners…I remember hearing the sirens earlier, because there had been so many. But I always hear sirens.
And then I rode on without finding out what was up, feeling a little guilty about the huge spike of curiosity that tragedy always seems to evoke when it is not tied to people I love. When I came back a few hours later there were only two black and whites, and a handful of others with the city crest on the doors. Homicide. Kidnapping. I wonder.
I looked it up in the Times today and found nothing…I shall have to go back I suppose, looking in the list of homicides for next week. I found that John Ortiz, 46, was beaten in the head with a planter and killed only a block and half away from me on May 2nd. While I was sleeping.
And there have been 13 homicides this week in L.A. County, all shootings but the hit and run, and the drug overdose that apparently was not suicide. Almost all young men of color. Almost all in the ghetto. Even when the young men of color leave the ghetto they still get shot, the big story of the week being the rapper Dolla getting shot in the parking garage of the Beverly Center.
There are a structural reasons of racism and inequality and hopelessness that help explain why we kill each other. Mixed in with drugs and alcohol, passion and anger, the flood of guns. Mixed in with frustration turned on the wrong people, and life and death struggles over things that should never be life and death. It makes me angry and sad in equal measure. And sometimes I even despair just a bit. Each of these violent deaths has rocked a family to its foundations, and filled the markets and liquor stores of their neighborhood with old coffee cans, complete with pictures of the victim (usually with their kids or family) and a plea for money to pay for the funeral…I have helped pass those around. It breaks your fucking heart.
I wish the LA Times would print those photos, as none of us is an island… But people from our neighborhoods tend to be treated so, just some more fucked up kids. They’re online with something that looks like a mug shot. Their names appear in a long list of other murders that is almost impossible to comprehend. One murder is news, 13? In a week? Two a day? Too much to follow up on, though the reporter on the crime beat does try.
The Los Angeles County coroner has confirmed the following deaths as homicides. The Times will report more details later this week:
Roberta Romero, a 24-year-old Latina, on May 11. Romero was shot near the intersection of Glenpark Street and Bellevue Avenue in Pomona.
Michael Moore, a 20-year-old black man, on May 13. Moore was shot in the 1100 block of south Chester Avenue in Inglewood.
Erika Balayan, a 27-year-old Latina, on May 13. Balayan was shot in the 8300 block of Van Nuys Boulevard in Panorama City.
Robert Rodwell, a 28-year-old black man, on May 13. Rodwell was shot in the 1400 block of 105th Street in Athens.
Courtney Adams, a 24-year-old black man, on May 13. Adams was shot in the 6800 block of Atlantic Boulevard in Long Beach.
Victor Moreno, a 19-year-old Latino, on May 14. Moreno was shot in the 1700 block of East Vernon Avenue in Central Alameda.
Jose Chavez, a 30-year-old Latino, on May 15. Chavez was involved in a hit-and-run near the intersection of Huntington Street and Third Street in Pomona.
Ly Tran, a 45-year-old Asian man, on May 15. Tran was shot in the 13100 block of Lakewood Boulevard in Downey.
Alejandro Perez-Robles, a 25-year-old Latino, on May 16. Perez-Robles was shot in the 2900 block of Hyde Park Boulevard in Hyde Park.
Javier Gonzalez-Cordero, a 19-year-old Latino, on May 16. Gonzalez-Cordero was shot in the 2900 block of Hyde Park Boulevard in Hyde Park.
Oleida Robinson, a 40-year-old white female, on May 16. Robinson died of an apparent overdose in the 10600 block of Soledad Canyon Road in unincorporated Los Angeles County.
Danny Quijada, a 30-year-old Latino, on May 16. Quijada was shot in the 6300 block of Milton Avenue in Whittier.
Marcus Smith, a 31-year-old black man, on May 17. Smith was shot in the 800 block of Osage Avenue in Inglewood.